Assalamualaikum Wr.Wb
"The unchangeable initial has changed." –Hyms
The ‘I cannot wait the day when
I look at you, I feel absolutely nothing’ day has arrived. Wow. Isn’t
that cool? Or for thousand times I am the only one who enjoy the time by
myself?
Just tell me how to stop. Or you
could say ,“I am sorry. You are alone in this case.” That would make me feel that I was really
considerable. Said bad things. It could
really stop me to put a hope in. Said something that could really break my
heart. It could really work if you were meant to do it. Said that to my face. It
could really make my veins burst out and some would find my body in my own
altar ego. But I wouldn’t do all that silly stuffs. I am a strong woman.
Please..
Lots of new things has come to me
recently. And I am glad I can take all of them. Some can make my heart stopped,
some can make my running get faster. How bad or good it can affect depends on
how bad or good I treat them as a valuable. I can really give a warmth smile to
the bad or in opposite. I get distracted easily. I have ADHD. Like one time
when someone introduced himself to me, I already forgot his name a minute
after.
But know, if once I got the best
thing in my life I can really take care of, I will stay quite and always look
after it. I won’t even turn around for another ‘hi’. I won’t ever clap my hand
for another amazement from another ‘hi’. I won’t be curious for another ‘hi’.
“My thoughts are stars I cannot
fathom into constellation.” –the fault in our stars.
I was wrong.
I am still fall for you.
-next-
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