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“Am I loving the wrong guy?” –Hyms
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Just because I haven’t been in a relationship with guy, doesn’t mean I am lame. But, I am lame. Little lame! Please pay attention, I don’t love girls. It’s just the matter of time. Perhaps my future husband hasn’t born yet. I am just making some hypothesis..
Honestly, I can’t be in a relationship. I don’t like boundaries. I am not the type of girl who loves being attached by only one guy. But, that doesn’t mean I am playgirl. Back to number one, it’s just the matter of time. Look, guys. I am loyal. I can gurantee that. Here are my money, take it, I don’t mind.
Before, I said that, “I am still fall for you.” That could be right. I just haven’t met thousand ways to get moved on from him. Wahaha. (to me,) We have too many memories via Katalk. I can’t let him go yet. To me who built the memories by myself, can be really hard to wipe them out alone. Some drive me crazy. Some will make my tears shown up. But I realize that he’s just not the one. He wasn’t born for me. He was born for his parents. Can you not?
He used to make me freeze whenever our eyes met to each other. He used to make my ankle sprained whenever I thought about him. He used to make me laugh by myself. He used to make me excrete wet-cold sweat around my palms. He used to make me confused by his mind-puzzling. He used to make me feel like I was being paid a full attention just by him. He used to make me think that I was the most beautiful person he has ever met. He used to drive me crazy. And now, he will not make any of them for more.
I am in A side while he is in the B side. We can just be connected by a thread or brick bridge, but we don’t want to be connected. He doesn’t want to be connected. This is so confusing. I don’t get him somehow.
Now I feel free. I feel like I can shout out loud and no one can even hear me shout. They will not able to hear me curse anyone. Wahaha..
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