Assalamualaikum Wr.Wb
"Gravitation is not responsible for people fallin' in love." -Albert Einstein.
I am so sorry about this.. But, I kinda want to end this story and choose to end it or I don't want to continue writing it.
Because of my cherophobia thing, I dearly hope you guys who read this story (is anybody there?) would kindly understand. Ok, I will give you some hints and short ending.
[A couple Months Later]
After having the SYC LDK, I ended up texting over and over and over with him. I didn't know what have gone through my head. But, I know it didn't seem so right. But, who did I blame? I ought to choose my own path. I deserved it. I was so stupid to think that he was the one and only guy who could make me happy all the time like we would have a perfect happy ending. He was too kind that I thought I might be his one and only. Hahaha. What a perfect kind of thought. I admitted I enjoyed the days we had been through.
Just after he said something that blew my mind, I quickly wanted to delete all the good memories about him. Who did I blame?
No one likes to be cheated. I hate liar, cheater, and whoever does the same thing (even myself sometimes can be a liar). Those aren't deserved the title of a good human being. Those are people who can't be forgiven by any man, except Allah. May Allah forgives you, me, and us. Aamiin.
And I hope I will never fall in the same hole. Even if, I will, I choose to climb up bleeding and ask for His forgiveness.
Love is indeed such a great thing that human can have. But in other sides, it can kill you and torture you to the point it pains you for over, and over, and over again.
Alhamdulillah.
Because of my cherophobia thing, I dearly hope you guys who read this story (is anybody there?) would kindly understand. Ok, I will give you some hints and short ending.
[A couple Months Later]
After having the SYC LDK, I ended up texting over and over and over with him. I didn't know what have gone through my head. But, I know it didn't seem so right. But, who did I blame? I ought to choose my own path. I deserved it. I was so stupid to think that he was the one and only guy who could make me happy all the time like we would have a perfect happy ending. He was too kind that I thought I might be his one and only. Hahaha. What a perfect kind of thought. I admitted I enjoyed the days we had been through.
Just after he said something that blew my mind, I quickly wanted to delete all the good memories about him. Who did I blame?
No one likes to be cheated. I hate liar, cheater, and whoever does the same thing (even myself sometimes can be a liar). Those aren't deserved the title of a good human being. Those are people who can't be forgiven by any man, except Allah. May Allah forgives you, me, and us. Aamiin.
And I hope I will never fall in the same hole. Even if, I will, I choose to climb up bleeding and ask for His forgiveness.
Love is indeed such a great thing that human can have. But in other sides, it can kill you and torture you to the point it pains you for over, and over, and over again.
Alhamdulillah.
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Wassalamu'alaikum Wr.Wb
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