"Wait,
you tell me what this is all about,"
“About?”
“Everything,”
“Some
words are bett..”
“Better
left unsaid,” he
talked to my heart for then looked me in the eye. I was stunned, could not make
any moves, and immediately became a rock that had scary popped eyes.
“Oh,
you got smarter as the time goes by,”
“So,”
“Are
we okay?”
“Okay,”
I turned the table over and I always succeed. It
happened nothing more because we both knew each other. I knew he would have, he
knew I would have.
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One perfect sunny day can literally
make up my mood. I start my morning thanking Mom and Dad because of this life I
have for now. I still live in a house, eat meals three times a day, watch TV
everytime I want, enjoy free internet access, get money to buy a snack, fund me
to buy my first Andro, spend quality time, and sleep for 18 hours but then get
scolded. I smiled and that would be enough to make them believe that I have no
problems in my life once I wake up in the morning. They would probably prefer
having a cheerful daughter rather than smart one. Do your parents prefer the
same choice? Well I guess, nobody wants their kids going through such an
complicated issue. And smiling makes you live longer under the pressure.
I never realize that school could be
such an interesting place to stay in for such a long time. The past has taught
me to home earlier than the other guys everytime I went there. There was
nothing to be enjoyed except the cafeteria despite the fact that it really
needed more improvement to go. I could not even find a place to contemplate.
There was never a room that fit perfectly or close to my area. Hence, that was
just one of so many things of why I never want to waste my time there. And in
the last, I was the one who should be blamed of.
His back was not that dashing before and in some ways, it attracts my attention. At the time he turned around, I saw his eyes. His eyes were never really that deep before. He drawn me way too far this time. May to be said, people are competing to get into it just so they can swim deeper more deeper, enjoy this one of God's perfect creature, seek for recognitions, and stare until they are full. Somehow, you do not need reasons to love (except for money, yeah). Once you look at each other eyes and see the same things, Kaboom! But for me who has no any believes in love at the first sight, I give chance for myself to process all the materials and mix it then drink it instead of being trapped by a short enjoyment. I know I will get hurt and that is the reason of why I enjoy the party. Because loving is maturing.
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