21.12.14

Another State Of Mind 5

Assalamualaikum Wr.Wb
“When you really care about someone, their happiness matters more than yours.”




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Another Hi had made me feel that I was his one and only. Another Hi had completely turned me into someone who wasn’t me well. “How did a person do that, huh?” that question came up when I thought that I had must fallen for him at the first time. But, in this era, who believes in love at first sight? Yeah, right. Unless your eyes are normal and perfectly completely fine, you must ever felt it. But to me, love at first sight is a bullshit thing. So, let’s just get going. Hah.

[RE-CALLING]
The SYC LDK

That day, I wore purple and you were still the same with your army backpack. We were very confused with everything that needed to be completed immediately. Rearranged Jupe’s, choreographing, harmonizing, supporting to each other, mimicking, singing, smiling, giggling, thinking, breathing we did those in one time. But, you would find me listening to ‘Aku Rapopo’ with joy. And I admitted if I did the wrong thing since they all gave me the ‘What the Hell were you doing?’ look.

We finally had a couple meetings and we kept gathering and stating the ideas in the same gazebo right in front of the English Laboratory. Um, and one thing. We called ourselves ‘Koening Ngambank’. Isn’t that delightdull? Oh no, I mean delightful? You know, that long slender yellowy floating thing. I am warning you, that’s not a banana. And that is the last thing on earth you wouldn’t even eat ever. The routines kept continuing and we always stuck with the rearrangement for Jupe’s. And I apparently kept enjoying the song while thinking that the rearrangement wasn’t the major problem. My main problem was, could I even sing it in front of everyone? I actually didn’t have any confident like I always bent down my head in math class.

The other day, I remembered him texting me saying he couldn’t find Chiki Ball with Cheese flavor. And I idiotically replied that I would find it for him. Yes! You must have seen my YOLO face that moment. I asked my mom to drive me buying the need-to-be-completed-soon snack a night after. And you know what was weird? I was home smiling like an idiot holding a stupid snack and took a picture of it. Wahdehfah. I told him by texting saying that I had got it for him. He thanked and the text was over.

LDK day had arrived. I wore red veil, black training pant, and yellow bandana. We (members of Koening Ngambank) waited for him impatiently. He was late and we almost threw him away in the river right in front of the school. But we needed him to lead us to a brighter path. *vomiting*. We couldn't pass the checking thing without him since he was the one bringing the group needs as the pass code. But he came and LATE. Oh, it was relieving. So, we finally passed the checking and making a line sitting per group.

LDK had finally started. I pretty enjoyed it since it was room with AC, the MC were apparently fantastic, the games were actually fun but I couldn't really enjoy since there was a game which needed a knowledge about Indonesian songs and you know how badly I am at it. I am an Indonesian, but bad at its own culture. Gosh. 

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