State of Mind #4

Assalamu'alaikum Wr.Wb

I was a little bit happy that day. Why? I knew I shouldn’t. But, knowing that she didn’t come to school, brightened my mind and warmed my heart a bit. Sorry. #Sorry, I don’t really mean it#

Well, before Firda came from Taruna, we (me, Rani, Ki' Ki', him, and friends) took selfies together with Rani’s tongsis. I was really excited when Rani offered that idea. It was because I sat next to him. And knowing the fact of taking a selfie, that we should move closer to each other, made my heart beated faster than I originally expected. It meant I would be at for like 10 cm apart from him. But then, Huda butted in perfectly between us. And I was like, “Can you not??!” Aaahh.. my beautiful future moment. Ruined by Huda. Aish! I didn’t want to show my disappointment and crack the atmosphere, so I just accepted with my super fake smile. I smiled nicely and glanced beastly.

But, I should thank to God, at least I had took a picture with him in it. I was happy. Thank you, my Lord. :] At least, I had a chance to be with him in a together selfie. Thank you, my dear God. :]

That day ended normally. He went home normally, Alex went home normally, Rani went home normally, and then there was me crying in a silence. Only a pro knew that I was sad because it was a home time.

I just want to say “Thank you” to all of you. Firda, Rani, Ki' Ki', Fifi, Dandik, Grace, Mei, Dandy, Pod, Faisal, Huda, and friends. And special thank you for him.

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