Assalamu’alaikum Wr.Wb
A day before yesterday. I shouldn’t care about the past. But I
couldn’t hold myself to remember it again, started to imagine and tried to make
things happen. Now, here I am, in this
jolly and sorrow –at the same time– night. Before, I used to think that I might
have a second chance. Who knew? Even a teacher would give a remedial test to
his most unwanted student. But now, as time went by, I finally realized that I
just made things up. I created those kind of lovely thinks, just in my own
mind. And that was why, I was the only one living in it. Seriously. Living in
it seriously. For your information, I am a serious person. When people says yes
or no, I plant his answer deep down in my only mind palace, I grow it then nourish
it with love and the following facts as I have collected before. But I am
trying to understand that we are such an emotional living beings. We said yes
in a second ago then go for no in a second later. So, I actually don’t really
care about what past has written. All I want to do is knowing the fact. I need
a fact that lead me to build those sweet thinks and to assure that I’ve done
nothing wrong. Just a fact. But I hope it will be two full papers of
handwriting. At least, make me believe that my choice, the path that I took was
not really my fault neither yours.
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