Behind The Scene Of My Expectation

Assalamu'alaikum Wr.Wb

Wah. Looks like I will have some great memories for the past 1 month. You know, I joined the Scemathics Centre and got into a social girl. I pretty love it. I mean, seriously. My social family is loveable. And I like them very much. Except for Huda. He's just so noisy. Hahaha.. Sorry, Huda.. :p

It started on 26th April. I don't know why. I shouldn't have this kind of feeling. But, this is the truth. This feeling started to grow. And grew bigger everyday. I hope I could control it and hold it a little bit longer. I just don't want to fall quickly. But, yeah.. human feelings are sometimes bizzare.. -_-

Then, Mrs. Lia told me a joke (well, I took that as a joke at the first time). She said I should be a valedictorian for our graduation. I laughed at her as I replied. But then, she did really mean it. And Sir told me so. He said me and him  are going to be the valedictorian together. Oh. That moment was so dynamic. I couldn't even explain it clearly what I felt back then. It was just too perfect and too priceless to be shared.

Knowing that he would be the valedictorian, I really wanted to go with him too. And I said yes to Mrs. Lia. Why? He said that a chance will never come twice. And I could tell from his words that he was so excited. And his spirit was fired me up. 

Later, I gave the Indonesia version to Mrs. Lia to be checked. And I joked a little before going back to class. "Mrs. Lia, why don't we make the arabic one?", then Mrs. Firo heard my voice and her eyes were sparkled for a bit. And that's why, we have trilingual speech for graduation on this Saturday. I am the english ver. Sir is the Indonesia ver. And Irfan is the arabic ver. 

I felt a regret deep inside my heart. Why? Because, the truth is that I really want to do it with Sir. With Sir only. Just imagine it -when both of us walking towards the stage and stand next to each other then say some speech- makes me want to fly along with a whale.. -_-

But, just accept what fate has said.. Maybe it seems like we never even met from the start. Hahaha.. 

"Sir, just for your information. I said yes for you. I prepared this for you. And I hope you feel the same way. 

So, let's just do this professionally. And give our best. Though Irfan will be in the center, between us, I am okay, as long as I am on the same stage with you."

Fighting for the three of us for tomorrow!!

PS : "I will always love you for a thousand years" 

NB : Good luck for tomorrow.. 

Wassalamu'alaikum Wr.Wb