State Of Mind #3

Assalamu'alaikum Wr.Wb

30 minutes had passed. We literally didn’t do anything. Well, yeah. We still breathed and moved our minds and hearts. Rani was very prepared till’ she took her cards (Remi in Bahasa) out of her school bag and smiled to everyone while pursuing us to accompany her playing some games. Then I decided to play with her :]. Ok, she got me.. Now what?

Suddenly, Ki' Ki' and him butted in and joined the game we were going to play. Ki' Ki' pushed him (too hard I guessed) towards my sitting. I was like, “Eh ma GOD! Please don’t do that. You’ll just kill me softly” I showed a derp face to Ki' Ki' for pushing him purposely. But my heart were just going to explode. I could hear my heartbeat. It was beating fastly and rapidly. #Okay, so now, I am having more wet-cold sweat# I was like a moving pollution. Excreted too much. And thank god the fan helped me a bit.

We played some games as I couldn’t hold my smile. I thought I was smiling too much. Of course to him. I didn’t know why, but I kept doing an agyeo (Act cutely. So’im in Bahasa) at him. We chose to play 41 (A game where we should collect the Ace, King, Queen, and Jack in the same item). I had sacrificed a lot for him so that he could win the game. But, he betrayed me by throwing away cards I needed to be collected.

For the next hours, we kept playing cards. 41, Setan, Seven7, till’ tepuk nyamuk. And I liked tepuk nyamuk the most. It was very fun and cool game. He seemed enjoyed it and that made me smiling all the time.

I finally passed from the game due to my magh. I didn’t have a breakfast that morning. Then, it hurt my stomach. It felt like a hell. I couldn’t hold it. And in the end, Firda asked me if I wanted to buy a medicine. I said yes. She drove me to a drugstore with her motor in a minute. Later, I got my gastric medicine and 15 minutes later, it felt better. Thank you, Firda.

I hated having magh. It made myself not been able to play cards with him. I was upset with myself and angry at the same time. I could only stare at him. Stared his back. His dashing back and shiny hair. How could someone look so perfect that time? I loved it when our eyes met to each other. 

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